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COMMISSIONS OPEN BY URGENCY?!?

Hi, I know I’ve been here before, and a lot of people have seen my posts. Today is a little more different. Two or three (I think is three) weeks ago I was involved in an accident and I have a cast in my left leg. This shit depress me a lot due the point I stop to taking my medicine. I occasionally talk about my life in here, or anywhere but I really need help. My father is a drug addict, he can’t help it, his meds made him sleep all the day sometimes, but not always, and well, when his awake he wants to consume, and sell things, and want money. And he doesn’t want to go to the doctor. I try really hard to make money doing themes, and I guess people thing I’m doing this just because I want attention or compassion or shit like that, or I do themes and graphics because I need clothes. It is not like that. I need help, we all need help. I’m trying so hard to wake up in the morning and not cry or stay in bed even though my mother try to convince me to go outside in the wheelchair. I just can’t. I just want to lose myself on the computer, fixing html or doing graphics and icons but right now I can’t and that makes me feel horrible, you know? So, if you want icons, a theme, or just help sending a single dollar to my PayPal (mafegray@hotmail.com) I’ll be thankful. Please. I just. I hate my country, I hate my life, I hate everything. I need to pay bills, i REALLY NEED HELP, PLEASE.